Emotions should be bottled up and thrown deep down
There its ugly face won’t be seen.
Love they say, sends its roots down to the bottom of the helpless ragged heart, making its owner helpless, vulnerable.
And foolishly filled with whatever jargon it has to offer
I have been a victim is what I say even though I still live within it.
Trying to figure out helplessly what I know is impossible
An outcast I think I am
I should probably run and hide
Before the monsters come out
And I still wholeheartedly do
Even though I try to be the bigger person and let this foolishness go.
I feel my birch lower to the ground
Just the same way I gave my dignity up.
To keep this charade going on, I must sacrifice something I hold so dear
My eternal treasure
Which holds and restores my beauty
A labyrinth is what life is!
Beauty flows away the moment I set aside my pearl
Which I had dreams of putting on public display.
My lover’s quarrel with the world is unending
Since it just can’t understand me.
My anvil, my drum
My culture together with my most precious asset wrapped into one
I think its time to let go ,
This fantasy which i though will one day become reality
But was terminated before it was conceived.
My beauty and purity keep me.
These I hold dear,
These I’m being hurt for,
Not to let them go,
I hid them behind the covers.
~ Don’t be forced to do anything you don’t want to do. Stay true to yourself.